Having this man in my life changed all of that. For someone to love the me they see, the me they want to be with. All the maddening emotions, crazy thoughts, internal battles, past struggles and present hells couldn't run this man away.
When I first decided to write this story I was talking to my mother about it's subject, my inability to trust people. I've always had a hard time with trust because of previous relationships and have projected that hard time on a few innocent men. Now, hear me out, this was years ago and ...don't judge me 😜.
I've seen many books, websites, blogs, and advice columns giving women advice on how to "get a man". Every one I read mostly give advice to the women about how to speak to a man, how to make him "fall" for you, how men think, what kind of women men like and such topics very similar. That's great and all but where's the advice if you are already the girl of any man's dreams but have terrible taste in men?
So, I've explained before the difficulties of working. I also have given an rant or two about mental illness stigma and misunderstandings from society. I am feeling particularly upbeat this fine day so this will be short and sweet. So, I'm looking for a job. Not just any job. The perfect job. Writing.